SenoTSa MAn ~
Yesterday only go school to for 2hrs cos IS . Actually promoise to pei su yu go home de but jun xiang they all jioed me to sentosa ... Hmm ... Where should i go leh ~ Consider very very very very long ~ i go to sentosa. Not because Su yu not important than sentosa. Is because i think she everyday see me also sian liao .. So should rest one or two days :X PaisEh ah ~
Yah so i went sentosa alone. Omg ... Go there then go the palawan beach. The bag like turtle shell like that i dun like sia ~ then finally saw them. They already started to play volleyball le ... So i go liao, straight away go in le lor ~ hahaha no feel lar . The sun damm glaring ~ but i brought my shades. Then they was saying , i suppose to be the latest ro arrive de . In the end i am the earliest ~ Yah then play halfway then got this bunch of joker come le . They really joker ah. Got so much Lj cheer ... Like si simi steady lai ~ then Tong xin yuan cheer . Then got one like to do the slyvester stun ... "1 , 2,3 . SlY " WTf ... Then verus them. They quite untied lar ... Then like to create commotion. Like fight against each other then later hug each other. HA WTf . Then keep saying jokes until i laugh till peng . Then got one guy get a girl number. CaLl iris. LOl The friends shouted her name till so damm laugh . Well ah lian ... No interest at all ~ Then went in the water did a 25m swim :S 25m wtf . Too little le lar ..
Then after that come up play volleyball again ` This time is a mix ... Mix with other group lor ~ Then i stand behind dunno doing what shit ~ Then they call me serve ball . So i serve. Shocking sia ... i Serve hor dunno like leng leng got 5 Point liao ... Lol ... they cannot catch my serving. Then they keep calling me to serve le ... Just like that we win . They the other team must do push up . Then We play till 7 plus want to find place to bath . Wah . From palawan all the way to siloso ... Damm far ah ~ Walk like thousand year liao haben reach. Finally reach liao. Finally go to bath sia .. Then bath ... Then reach vistor center wtf. They call me to walk again . From the vistor center to the harbour front. Leg damm ache sia
Then eat le right . They all come my house drink wine . Ai seh ~ The play poker. Jun xiang buay ki . Fall alsleep ... Then we play till 12 plus ... Then the rest go back except boon chye . HE stay overnight. Then eat maggie mee ..I Damm full sia ~ Before that go eat rice ... Boo bian accompany him ... Then he buayu ki also ... Sleep my room ... Hahaha... Sleep till 12 o clock then wake up sia ... Then we eat the vegetarian bee hoon ... Woot .. Nice Seh ~ My favourite breakfast ~ Then after a while he go home le lor ... I damm shag ... Maybe going back to sleep again.
AnaLog: BrotherS ~ Woot ~
posted at [10:28 PM]
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Future
Just see project superstar ... FElt sad for those who went out ... Its kinda harsh but cannot help it. Its suppose to be a competition. Only the best out of the best survive. Its same for the environment. Eilties are the best out the best ... And only eilities are treated as high class people. The rest are middle class or low class. Well i dun know where to place myself . i am neither up , or down. And the best part i am not middle also.
Yah, See the ending part ~ The hug those who went out. Kinda heart warming. Then let me think of the future. Anyone of us married, then we will be so happy for each other and then hug each other saying all the congrats words by the side. Or we graduate , congrat and bid each other good bye. Or 20 years down the road, we see out old friend, kinda excited ? Well ... its heartwarming . But anyway its the future , dun think so much.
Well ... What a long week. i think lots of things happened. Things wasn't like secondary school so carefree. Do whatever i want after school. Friends were all around. Now in poly, always have to see all those unfamiliar faces walking around , inculding the sercurities. Miss my days in ncc also. Where there are these kind of bonding between each other. We have the brother feeling. One for all , all for one.
Most of all i miss 4f . The class united spirit. We all have the same intention of a class. And thats make a good class. Use to seat behind kiat and spencer with shannon . Then shannon always tok cock with me in class. Well ... Buddys . Then that xia lan kiat always xia lan me sia ... Lol Its okie ... That spies life up . Then people always like to walk behind me and dee siao me or seat beside me to tok to me about problems. No more this kind of life.
i am beginning to distance from all these . Even my present classmates. i find that i cannot click with anybody. Now when i wanted to talk to anybody . i got nobody to tok to . I even distance from my family members. I did not even look at my mother when she talk to me . And at home i never speak more than 10 sentences. I am I , they are they . And i am starting to talk less each day. Sometimes dun even feel like talking. i have already give up my goals already. I jsut want to die early. To see how is the feeling of dieing. Whether would i end up in heaven or hell or just countiue sleeping. But when i die, i want to donate my organs to those less fortunate people. I have seen life and enjoyed once. And its their turn to enjoy too...
AnaLoG: No Prospect In Life
posted at [9:17 AM]
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Chi Xin jue Dui
WAtching jue dui super star right now ... the first competitor sing chi xin jue dui for the first song ... Looking at the lyrics ... Hmm ... Think of a lot a lot of things... though i dun think is not that nice ... I still prefer derick sing for us lar ... But then some home or rather my heart got that kind of sad feeling ... But then very long never cry le ... Sometimes wantto cry cannot cry out stuck at the heart there make me more painful ...
Yesterday ran 4km with a few hundred of meter of walking only hor ... A break through ... i never ran so far before lar ... i feel my lung so much stronger than before ... But i will work hard ... I will ... For my goal and for .........................
Looking at su yu blog's tagboard. or by the way derick singing now ... He sing so nice ... I like his voice ... If he really make it i would buy one of his album ... REally good ... Zai ... Anti climax ? Okie ya coutinue ...
Looking at su yu's blog ... Seeing that perry father have only a few months of life left... What should i say ... Console him ... Yesh... But i dun know him well and i cannot do much ... i can only console him through here lar ... Perry if you can see this ... : Every thing have its end .. I dun know whether is it the end for your father already a not ... But now what can you do now is to make him live without regret ... Spend your time with him when his around. Dun regret... I am sure before he goes , he want to see his son at least know how to take care of himself... Love him , i know you will. And we will all love you too ... You all not alone too... Got a lot of good friends... Will always be there for you when you need them.. if you need help just tell su yu to tell me and i will do my best ... Hope he see this ...
Showering concern over people i don't know ... Not because i am kind . just felt that he is really very pitiful compared to me ... I am just too fortunate already ... So i should try and help those less fortunate people . Just that there are too much pitiful people already . Its very hard for me to help all . So people if you see any less fortunate people ... Plz help them.
But those who act pitiful one plz fuck off ... Dun let me see you ... i will not hesisate to bring you to police ... Because of you these people, make people dun dare to help those less fortuante one.. And those who use the less fortuante to make money one plz go and die ... Like the bastard of nkf ... its all people hard earned money you know ... Its people who donate for the patients. Not for you to take 600k pay and buy big houses and take 1st class airplane. 12 month bonus leh. not 12 weeks ... Its like taking pay for a year ... Its not retirement , its your yearly pay ~ if you dun feel guilty , then i really think its better that you die.
AnaLoG: Lieing is the worst thing i had done in my life. Sorry ~
posted at [8:59 PM]
White Lie
I make su yu angry by being honest to her that i lied to her. I know its my mistake lar to lie to her ... and i regret it ... Sorry ~ first and the last time i promised... Hope you forgive me ~
posted at [7:53 AM]
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Thoughts
After these day ... i have been thinking wether to work as part timer at other company lar ... Althought is a little bit of belittering myself lar ... but i think i should gain expreience as the lowest rank. Its better this way in order understand the thinking of a bottom people. And well Extra work, extra income , extra things i can buy ... hehe... So then can yang peope also .
Thinking of what i want ... i got a new list of items :
1)Some sports clothes
2)A pair of new jeans
3) A pair of new shoes
4) A pair of Okey shades
5) New HP .. Flip 3g
6) A fossile Watch
7) New RAm for my laptop
8) A new MP3
Wah xiong ah .. Like that need how much already lol ...
Discuss and express what i felt. More su fu le ... I will leave things as it is ... But then sometimes got to control yourself. Althought got the urge lar ... but control ... Dun make a wrong steps ... Some big big mistake ...The person should know what i talking about ... hee
AnaLoG : Will always be there for YOU all ~
posted at [9:36 AM]
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PRoud ~
FEel so proud of myself today ~ hehe... But also guilty ... Spencer jioed me to town leh ... But then i declined because i poke le ... Then he change to jurong point le ... But then i was already sleeping halfway... So i tell him 6 ... Then 5 o clock i wake up ... then i think i kinda piss him off already ... Then ask him whether want to go a not ? he sat what ... Then ask him do what then he mai go already ... Wah ... Sorry ah spencer ... I really dun mind peiing you go de lar .... Just asking what will we be doing there nia ... I think he got xin shi bah ~
Then since spencer dun want then i go gym with junxiang they all .. I am so proud of myself ... I jog at speed 8 for 1.6km whao .. NOn STop leh ... hehehe ... Then after that carry all the weights all that ..Then now my hand all swollen already ... :X Then do the 10 degree chest ... HAhaha ... Now my neh neh can move by its own again :x hehe ... Xiong ah ... Then after that still nvm ... I still so energetic ... Then after that we go swimming ... Swimming for fun nia ... Not chionging ... WAh so realaxing ... Long time never go swimming liao ... Shiok ~ ... Water gushing at your face ... Hahaha WAter can really realease stress and pressure
WAter is a good way of realeasing stree and pressure ... why ? Becasue by drinking water we can release stress ... By swimming we can release stress ... By look at the sea we can release stress ... By hearing the sea wave can feel so peaceful also ... Water is just wonderful ... So waiting for what ... Cheers with water ... CheerS !
4am in the morning when i type this blog ... hehe... I still so energetic ... maybe later go morning jog ? :x hahaha...
Someone got home fine ~ Thank whatever god ~
AnaLoG: CheeRs !~
posted at [12:14 PM]
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Its JusT my fantasY ~
Well ... slack aLot ... Too much free time already ... think a lot ... Think of a lot of things ~ Somethings are meant to be ... while somethings are not ...
Was pissed off at my brother ~ HE dee siao my little brother ... I shouted from my room already for them to stop lar ... Then i go out wanted to bath already again got noise ... I shouted damm loud ~ Then see my brother yaya ... WAh ... Si bei du lan ... I warn him ... You yaya somemore ... then he still coutinue shaking his head ... Wah that time was damm angry ah ... REally pissed this time ... Shouted at the top of my voice ~ Then he talk back wor ... Then i go and slap him ... But its not hard ... just tap on his cheek only ... If i really use force he should be on the ground already ... My blood ... then he still talk back insited he is still not in the wrong ... i challange him .. Not happy whack me lar ... GEt a knife kill me lar ... He cried ... But it does not affect me ... Then i say him always bullying little brother ... then i use my hand trusted on his arm like slapping like that ... Not pain at all de lar ... i never use force ... But i shouted at the top of my voice ... until i can hear echo from downstiars ... o_0 exatragting ? No .. I really hear that ... Cos after so long , realease all my anger at one shot was really that powerful ... He is lucky that is still control .. if not maybe today can see blood liao ... Sounds like totoruing my brother ? No ... he deserver it ... A lot of time already ...
then my father come back ... I am damm pissed at him ... Becasue he sided my brother ... If they are anyhow and i dun care i kana ... i scold them also i kana ... AHhh ~~~ i rather be the youngest ... At least still got people care for me ... No need to care so much things ...
Girls with long skirt or long dress just appeal to me ... hahaha... Elegance as they are ~ Not saying anyone ... Just like kai yu like girls in white skirt ... Ha ... Mine is long dress or long skirt ...
Su Yu ~ the dressing today is nice ... hee :)
AnaLoG: Love is promise
posted at [8:04 AM]
PRomise ~
i shall Fufill my Promise ... A promise is a promise .. A promise is meant to be kept not broken ... Ppl Plz get it right okie ~ i shall kept the promise ~ The promise i made to take care of someone before she founded one ~ I shall ~
posted at [6:54 AM]
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LOve IS ?
I have come out a defination of love already
Love is nothing
Love is selfish (sometimes)
Love is unselfish ( most of the time )
Love is great
Love is greedy
Love is caring
Love is powerful
Love is extraordinary
Love is deadly
Love is cute
Love is jealousy
Love is happiness
Love is saddening
Love is blessing
Love is sacrifice
Love is unforgetful
Love is waiting
Love is accecptant
Love is painful
Love is forgiving
Love is harsh
Love is hepless
Love is thinking
Love is missing
Love is hope
Love is Sweet
Love is Romantic
Love is Going hungry
Love is Worrying
Love is Insomia
Love someone
Love noone
Love you
Love her
Love him
Love them
Love my mama
Love my papa
Love saint
Love Fuck
Love Suck ( vuglar )
Why Love then ?
Because its just everywhere ~
This is for stupid people to read and clever people to understand . Haizz :s
posted at [7:32 PM]
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Whao ~
tODAY was the last paper of my common test ... Well ... I yesterday buai tahan already ... So i go sleep le ... Then ealry morning wake up le ... Need to go for test ... Dammit ... So i slowly crawl and wake up ...Long time never see the sky this colour already ... HAHAHa.... The days i had in secondary school ... the carfree feeling is no longer felt ~ What me and my classmates do ...
Then i kan chiong already ... Cos yesterday no study :x ... Oh my god ... Bwg le ... Gone Case ... want to jump le ... Reach school ... Al lar forget it ... I shall use my inteligence to do it :X Got mcq and true and false ... So nvm ... LOL ... Wah see the Test wah ... 10 mins reading time ... I dun even feel like reading ... So just sleep ... 10mins up ... Chiong liao le ... Very easy ah ... Damm easy ... common sense question ... But ... I just don't know how to do ... Everything also tikiam :x One hour is up so i left the hall le lar .. almost everybody left lar ... Because is so damm easy llar ... Okie ... Then after that go home striaght ... Boring trip back :s
Then reach home le ... Sleep ... Wah sleep till 2 o clock ... Wake up eat ... SEat a while go back sleep again :X sleep till 7 plus ...
NeveR had Felt so peaceful ...
sOmetimes ... When you love somebody . Its doesn't mean that you have to be with that person ... Your uttmost intention is to want her to be good and happy ...Sometimes those kind of love turns to more of taking care of that person ... (SPencer Say dE )... HAHAHA ... Ai seh spencer is a good guy lar ... CAring guy ... Girl should grab him lar :x
AnaLOG: LiVe life to the fullest and there will be no regets
posted at [7:51 AM]
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ItS all FanTasy
HoW i Wish i Can driVe ... Then Everyday i can just drive home myself ... Music With The louDest ... Oh yah open top de car ... Then I will CruiSe round singApore EVeryday aftER school ... Go to those nice scenery places and seat for 2-3hrs ... Look at different people ... I am noT phyco lar .. Just like to observe people ... Then i no NeeD to Take the Bus homE ... EVerytimE wait For buS alwayS so many People ... Then i will not be later for school again ... BEcasue i will not miss the bus ...
Oh yah ... Went to canal and tok cock with spencer ... Speak some of the problems ... ITs also so good with two guys talking about their problem ... Who say must be a guy and a girl to talk in the canal lar ...
Sang A lot of songs online using miC to spencer they all ... I know i sing till very sucky ... Well thats the best i can sing ... Singing song ... Woot shiok ... Sing throught your feeling ... Wo yi lu xiang bei li kai you ni de ji jie ~ woot ~ They in the end cannot tahan le ... all go sleep ... lEFt me alone .. Well sing myself ... Today early wake up ... GEt ready go school wake up study ... OMg ... BRought two usless things lar ... The umberlla ... IS not raining at all lar ... Then take at hand so ku ku ... Then bring a windbreaker ... Not that cold lar ... Well ... Since i bring them already ... Put them to good use ~ So wEAr lor ...
The Test was ehmm ... Very simple lar ... But i know i got one wrong ... purposely de ... Another one is really careless le ... Mix up the fomular together ... The rest i hope is correct ... Confident quiet high ...
Not in the mood to talk ... Well ... IF today i daoed who ... I am sorry ... Tml then i talk about the fantasy ...
AnaLoG : Well Well ... WE aRE all Grown up .. SHould know what we are doing already
posted at [4:22 AM]
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ShiT
OmG .. I did Something funny ~ But well ... Its from my bottom of my heart and i cannot remeber what i write le ... Dunno why ... ~
Today wake up damm early lar ... 11 o clock :x Went Around Searching for food ~ CAnnot Find ... In the end pEster my mother to dA pao back . Then eAt le supeR sian ... Stoning till 2 plus when i decide to bath and then go for that ncc day parade as an invited guest :x lalalala ~ Then we go the good seats ... HAHAHa ... Cos this yeaR gold unit ` ha ... Well ... Then while waiting for the parade then go Walk wAlk ... Then chee Meng see those girls unit de like never see before girls like that :s So he had been shouting girls while we walk ... Feel like Walking away sia ~ Then parade start le ... once i see the parade commander i know the parade cannot make it le :s Lousy parade commander plus lousy parade = shit ... Fuhua supporting contigent still march the best sia ... Then Cresents Girls was infront of us lar ... Then they shouted so loud OMG ... Pai seh that the girls unit shout louder than my boys ~ Then Mr chia take the plauge already then we keep taking photo with it ... hahaha ... Gold unit leh ... Ai seh ... First year ... But i more tempted with the overall best unit trophy ... It looks nice ... Then the parade ended with this lousy display ... Like shit like that ... Best is i go be commandant ~ everything so cock up de ... SEE liao so thinks that waste my time ... What so great when you invite all the parents here and all the big big shots here when the parade is so run down ...
Welll Well ... Went home ... Searching for Food again ... So damm fed up always no food to eat de ... Forget it man ... EAt porridge and cai xin lor ...
Then Something just happened... Well its okie lAr ... I sEE hoW ... I Shall Wait and SEe ... But i Did not REgreT whAt i diD
AnaLoG: For bettEr tml ~
posted at [5:54 AM]
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SleepinG
Well ... Today could not Sleep well although i am dead tired... Turning and flipping around ... EArly morning find that the air con is too cold ... So i Stop sleeping le ~ But is 11 o clock le :x Then wake up :S sian half ... Nth to eat ... MAMA never prepare ... Got lar .. My siblings aTe them ... Went round finding for food ... In the End i Gave up .. EAt last night PAsta ... It suX though ... So ate a little ... then recluntanly must go sim lim help my friend buy er i pod mini ... Went online so see who can pei me ... Then sAW Gary ... so ASk him ... Just nice , he going sing Tat ... hahaha..Then jioed my buddy shannon ... Then reach there , shannon tempted us to eat ice cream ... Hahaha ... I wanted cookies and cream but dun have :s sO sAD ~ Then went round looking at electronics until my eyes blur blur ... Then all the while thinking of whether to go steam with jun xiang they all a not :X LOL ... I tell gary they all dun know wnat to steam a not and other people heard and they give me that funny look ... LOL
Well ... I did not buy the i pod mini ... Cos could not find the price she wanted ... Then go home that time still thinking of weather want to steam a not ... LOL In the end decided not to ... Because WAste money , sian , and the people i not very close also ... So went home ... On the mRt , Was talking about maureen and dom ... Then talk about gary and shihui one year le never break before ... Then Shannon say that his formal one was 6 month ... Then now he with another girl i know de :X Then gary said never quarrel with shihui ... I know got quarrel before ... he insisted dun have ... Then in the end he Say have ... Then he said that i am in no position to talk to him because i got no girlfriend and dun have before ... BAstaRD sia ~ Grrr ! Then i complain to my Xiao LAo Pou ... She SAy that at least i got mistress ... LOL ... Yah GAry dun have ... BE a Man , Get A misTrESs ~ LALALA ... I am Proud That i hAve One ~ heee
Yah ... Do anybody know why i sleep so latE ? Nah ... I shall explain it ... During the time midnight ... Its very quiet ... I can hear the ruzzling of the leaves ... That is comfortable .. And thats the time my mind start to think a lot ... About the future , About the past ... About the present ... Thats the time where my mind is the clearest ... So i can do a lot of thinking during that time ... so i did .. LAst time it last till 2 o clock ... But now , It can last till 3 o clock ... But itS not Good for Health ... So dun follow ... Werid huh ? Well I juSt solVe A puzZLe ... HopeFullY is the correct solution ~ hahaah :X :P
AnaLoG:BE a MAn , Get A misTReSS juSt like WhaT i Did
posted at [6:17 AM]
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Oooo... WAs Training ThiS fEw dayS ... I pratically trained everything ... TRain phycial by playing bad and gym ... TRain how to become a bodyguard ~ Train how to do TEst in poly ... Trainning how to control emotions and fEElings ... Train how to talk back to mother ... Hahaha...
WAs worried about su yu man ~ Not going into details ~ And i misjudGed a PErson lar ... Grrrr... Su Yu , I believe you can Settle it ... You can ~ Just Do it (Tick*)Anything JusT turn Back .
WAs discussing that everybody have their own needs today. Then i think of it when i was on the way back home . Let me remind me of the feeling of being lonely ... When you jsut need someone to hug you or jsut pamper you , find that there is no one ... So i have to be the strong side me ~ Well ... not That Kind of beD needs ~ I got good self control ~ :X Is that kind of needs , when you just need people to care for you ... WAs busy with other things so dun really think of this kind of things ... But Today Accidentally think of it ~ Hopes Tml it goes off ...
Tell shannon something that i don't think i will not let people know just yet ... But he promised to keep quiet ... I trust Him ~
Oh yah ~ my test wAs simple .. But i purposely dun want to do the alast part of the question ... Althought i know the answer ... Dun asK me Why ~ I dun know also ~
AnaLoG: JusT unEAsy
posted at [6:51 AM]
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fEeling ~
Hmm ... Again i feel mix up ... Wether should i be happy or should i be sad ... Happy that my project is handed up but is for sure we will score low marks ... ? i am dammed disapointed with my group members ... I gave them all prefect score for this project and the other project ... But what did i get back ? haizz ... Treating people mercly = treating yourself cruel ... Forget it man ... Next time i will not be that good already... It doesn't pay good to be good ...
Dun talk about yesterday man ... WAs craP ... Today i sleep at 5 o clock ... Then wake up at 8 plus ... Try to finish project.. But there is still a lot of things unknown to me ... I really gone blank already ... So i went for my badmintion today lor ... Starting buay ki de ... Dunno why sia .. But after that turn up well le ... After that they told me they anything also can eat de .. In the end pang seh me ... Dun want eat :s If i had known ... i go home eat kway teow liao ... Then su yu wanted to drink wine ... Recluctanly i take out one bottle of it and let her drink ... Ai yah ... Drink is not the way to solve problems lar ... Then after the rest drink , a while later , all going to KO liao .. Haizz ... So louya ... I drink Alcholic drinks like drinking water like that :X hahaha .. then did had a meeting ... Everybody is active playing a part ... Hopes it can really fly ... i just want to have a small business and led a simple life can already ... I don't need such a big houses ... Will feel rather cold to each other ... just a Flat will do .. But i dun think that will be the case ... Haizz ... jun xiang wanted to go home early . So we chop chop finish the things. Then wanted to do presentation lar ... But all lost their sense le ... SuYu is the worst ... She drank 4 cups... Junxiang 2 , spencer 1 .. YAwn ...
Dunno lar ... i dun know what to say lar ... But i just feel very uneasy lar ... Uneasy about everything ... :s
AnaLoG : HAd wanted , ALways had wanted ... But looks like i cannot have it
posted at [7:00 AM]
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OnCe UpoN a Time , Can Happen Anytime
Whoo whoo ... What a boring two days ... What i does n0t had any meanings at all ... IT was meanlingless ... grrrr .... Well ... As usual .. I did not attended the enk kiats 's lecture .. don't feel like to and i got some other things to attend to ... Then after that 1 o clock can go back le ... But i stay back wanting to do my WCOM project ... Grrr ... Same thing happend ... Well ... You all know ... So i went for lunch first ... The i was thinking they were playing games i go back also no big deal .. So i went to play pool ... Ah Crap ... First turn i lost le ... Black Ball Go in ... HAHAHa Then after that they called me wor .. To Roll back :s Then i walked a bit faster ... But ended up :s they still playing games .. So this time i clever a bit .. Assign things for them to do ... Then Su yu call me go eat .. She say she very hungry ... Then at that time i said to myself ... Oh shit ... I am eating sandwhich le leh ... but never mind see her eat ... Then watched inital d on my laptop and then go home ... I was quiet on the bus because i was damm tired , I try very hard to stay awake but i can;t grrr ... then after that friday :S
Friday go school for 2hrs sia lms onli ... AFter that went to buy present for yuan xuan for spencer ... Hahaha ... HE asked me what to buy and i suggested the top less cap ... We went to west mall find cannot find ... all so ugly de .. Then spencer say go jurong point and we headed down to jurong point to shop ... Then saw one addias de ... I think its looks not bad ... But black one will be nicer ... But we had white ... In the end spencer decide to take the white one ... Then after that buy box ... The cashier attitude ... ASk them to tear the price tag they tear like litle bit then scan liao ... WTH sia ... Grrr ..then i headed home to rest and then went back fuhua to give out the tickets ... Then saw my ncc cadets ... They were like so happy to see me ... Hahaha ... Like their father like that sia ... I treat them well okie ... but i see the sec 1 they are so guai lan lar ... Wah lao ... Got eyes no see tarzan :S Then saw yuan xuan ... Oh shit ... Forgot to wish her happy birthday .... Then i saw Kai Li ... Oh My Holy God ... She grown chubby le ... Then Wave at her lor ... hahaha.... Then was hyper today also ... Jump around playing basketball ... sweat a bit ... Miss my carefree days man ... REAch home ... Sian people started to question me about project already ... I am dAmmed stress a bout it ... Cannot let me had peace de meh ..
AnaLog: Its Does Not Matters Anymore , For i Do noT caRe
posted at [9:03 AM]
OnCe UpoN a Time , Can Happen Anytime
Whoo whoo ... What a boring two days ... What i does n0t had any meanings at all ... IT was meanlingless ... grrrr .... Well ... As usual .. I did not attended the enk kiats 's lecture .. don't feel like to and i got some other things to attend to ... Then after that 1 o clock can go back le ... But i stay back wanting to do my WCOM project ... Grrr ... Same thing happend ... Well ... You all know ... So i went for lunch first ... The i was thinking they were playing games i go back also no big deal .. So i went to play pool ... Ah Crap ... First turn i lost le ... Black Ball Go in ... HAHAHa Then after that they called me wor .. To Roll back :s Then i walked a bit faster ... But ended up :s they still playing games .. So this time i clever a bit .. Assign things for them to do ... Then Su yu call me go eat .. She say she very hungry ... Then at that time i said to myself ... Oh shit ... I am eating sandwhich le leh ... but never mind see her eat ... Then watched inital d on my laptop and then go home ... I was quiet on the bus because i was damm tired , I try very hard to stay awake but i can;t grrr ... then after that friday :S
Friday go school for 2hrs sia lms onli ... AFter that went to buy present for yuan xuan for spencer ... Hahaha ... HE asked me what to buy and i suggested the top less cap ... We went to west mall find cannot find ... all so ugly de .. Then spencer say go jurong point and we headed down to jurong point to shop ... Then saw one addias de ... I think its looks not bad ... But black one will be nicer ... But we had white ... In the end spencer decide to take the white one ... Then after that buy box ... The cashier attitude ... ASk them to tear the price tag they tear like litle bit then scan liao ... WTH sia ... Grrr ..then i headed home to rest and then went back fuhua to give out the tickets ... Then saw my ncc cadets ... They were like so happy to see me ... Hahaha ... Like their father like that sia ... I treat them well okie ... but i see the sec 1 they are so guai lan lar ... Wah lao ... Got eyes no see tarzan :S Then saw yuan xuan ... Oh shit ... Forgot to wish her happy birthday .... Then i saw Kai Li ... Oh My Holy God ... She grown chubby le ... Then Wave at her lor ... hahaha.... Then was hyper today also ... Jump around playing basketball ... sweat a bit ... Miss my carefree days man ... REAch home ... Sian people started to question me about project already ... I am dAmmed stress a bout it ... Cannot let me had peace de meh ..
AnaLog: Its Does Not Matters Anymore , For i Do noT caRe
posted at [9:03 AM]
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LuCky Man
HAHAha .. About one Week neber blog le ... Got someone missing my blog again :x WAs Busy lar ... Hmmm what did i do this week ? I do lots of things man ... rushing for projets , homeworks. Recently my xlp is facing some problem lar ... A bit worried then she drank so much. She say she can't even walk ... Hahaha ... Advice for you : Since u had already gave up , then determine to the end . Find your own happiness. There are lots of guys out there ( that one u said yesterday ) who also not bad ...
hmm ... sometimes i think that i am a rather lucky person . I got everything i want already. Want wind got wind , Want rain got rain . So what else do i need ? Friends ? I had a few true and fun friends who somehow or rather give me the support when i need them ... Even my senior buddies. She is always there , getting ready to help me .. This is what i call true friends ... Of cos in return i will be a good good friends too ... I really treasure friendship. I treasure them more then my life ... When friends need help , i really will risk my life for them . Any of them. But of cos not those hyprocrite that kind who be friend with me for the sake of benifits onli . I can even forgo my sleeping time for my friends leh :X hahaha ...
What else do i need ? my family memebers , my father and mother . Althought i never show , but i really thinks that they are the best already ... My father scared that i get into fights or conflicts . He had always been teaching me socials skilss ... My mum ? She had always taken care of all my food .. althoguth i am fussy over the food , but still she always cook new food so that i will not get sick and tired of it . And becasue of me i think she had already grown hag a lot already . So its time i grow up and dun let them worried le .. I had to be indpendent myself already ... Take care of myself and my dun let my parents worried ...
What do i still need ? A girl friend ? Hahaha ... I had already gone over the thinkings of having a girlfriend already ... Force also cannot help... The feeling come then come , the feeling haben come want to force myself like a person , i cannot do it ... The girl will be in pain .. But when the feeling comes already i will start to shower all my love ... Maybe not too much as kai yu had teach me . Girls will think that its normal that u shower all the love and hence they get more and more demanding ... hahah slowly slowly pampered them ... hahha ... So currently i dun think i need one ... Haha ... Searching for a girlfriend ... Interested people can call 99945678 ( hope u find a hunk in the police unit ) :x Lame :S
AnaLoG : BY the way Girlfriend is also a kind of friend , just that they are more important :x
posted at [7:18 AM]
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