I Gallope
Lol. They change the advertisment for i gallope already. The previous advertisment they make it until it look so much like an sex toys. Somemroe get those good figure girls to ride on it. Make everybody think likewise. Then rockson go and edit the picture to I Toot * ... Lol. You go see lar ... www.rockson.blogspot.com
Now is celebrity taking the advertisment. I think a lot of auntie will go buy. haha.
So today when the HQ take uniform. Wah seh. A lot a lot of thing.
No 1 Dress
No 1 Pants
No 1 Glove
No 1 Button and collar Tag
No 1 Shoulder rank. ( CDT rank and CLT Rank )
No 1 Pick Cap
No 4 uniform X 2
No 4 Pants X 2
No 4 CDT RankX 1
No 4 CLt RAnkX 1
Green socks X 2
Combat boots X 1
Gutter X 2
Beret X 1
jockey Cap X 1
No 3 Uniform X 1
No 3 Pants X 1
No 3 Boots X 1
Black Socks X 1
No 3 ClT RankX 1
Kana. Go chalet also dun have so many things ah. GO overseas camp also dun have so many things ah. This one add together i think got 300 to 400 dollars of stuff leh. Lol. Wah and i have to carry out lar. Its super duper heavy lar. Then in the end buay tahan take cab to SP there bah. Going chalet tml till friday . Everything Sms me lor. Miss me yah ? :X
posted at [5:54 AM]
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Cherish
Have you eve thought of someone close to you will suddenly leave you one day? What will your reaction be? How your life will change? Will you cry all day and all night? Will you still be able to carry on living?
I just think that, wah so fast year 1 finish when i like never do anything big in ngee ann yet. Then as the time passes fast, your parents also ages. Have you ever think your father or mother or worst both leave the world? I don't even dare to think what will happen to me lar. I am so used to my mum care. If she dun nag one day i will feel uneasy but if she does nag i will be annoyed. :s No one will cook nice food for me. Although her cooking is simple but at least got the extra ingredient added call love. No want to dee siao me early in the morning.
What about my father? No one to turn to in terms of monetary terms. No one to repair hse things when spoil. No one to bug for money (my turn to tio bug) No one to open door for me when i go home late. No one to drive me to work and home and elsewhere. No one to sponsor me overseas trip. No one to argue with :X Lets face the reality. They will one day go. But have you ever care? What most people care is the presents
They care about what they dun have but never cherish what they have. Thats human. Unlimited amount of wants and needs. They only look in front. But they never turn their head back and see whose actually right beside them. Its their parents. They owe what they are today to their parents. Be it good or bad. What other charitable things can be compared to just being filial to your parents?
What about other love one like Spouse, Girlfriend/boyfriend , silbings or friends? I don't have a girlfriend so i don't know. Its too early to say. People always say if you die , i will die with you. Its actually fake. How many people will actually die together. Human are afraid of death.
Siblings. oh man. If my siblings ever leave before me i will definetly blame myself for not treating them good. When she was young i always fight with her. Because thats the only person i can fight with. Now when she is older le. I 1 day dunno got talk to her for 10 sentence a not. My 1st younger brother. Always call him do things for me. Never like help him do things. Everything he do in my eyes is wrong. I just scolded him just now for calling too long on the phone. my 2nd young brother. i treat him not bad le. Like my own son like that. He always dun know how to do his homework then will come find me. Then always like to play on my bed not his own. Don't know why. Then he always will come and play with me. Make me feel as if i am a young kid again. If any one of them leave i will really be down like for a few years.
Friends? Friends i dun want to ask myself. I feel like asking others. What if i am gone? Will it affect them? I don't know man. I don't think will. like maybe come my funeral cry a bit, dunno they will come a not. Then after that nth happen liao. Will anybody still be the one to vent anger on. Will there still be anyone to replace my concern. Will anybody still let people come my hse to stay overnight when they kana chase out of the hse. Will anybody be an sucker just to buy people meals. Will anybody go hungry for a few days just to lend their friends money so that they dun go hungry. Will anybody entertain you when you are bored. At least just talk crap. Think. Wondering.
*Winter* : Cherish is the beauty of heavenly thoughts
posted at [8:40 AM]
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2 Weeks of Hell, 1 Lifetime of Glory
Yeah Yeah. Went through interviews, briefing, all sorts of trouble just to get in to this course. 2 weeks residential course. So well. Missing from the world. But Jun han will be at the same platoon as me. So well. At least i got a friend in the platoon.
Actually nth much i did in the holidays. Really . Its boring now. Wake up play game till late late or go out. Then Sleep. nth to do. When i got mood then update again.
If your life was a movie, what would it be ?
posted at [6:17 AM]
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Adults
When you are young kids, you will always dream of how you want your adult life to be. And how much you wish to grow up to be an adult. Yes being and adult is good. Because you can do a lot of things. You can go clubbing. You can smoke. You can drink. You can have sex. You can find a girlfriend. You can find a wife. You can do a lot of things you want to.
Kids do envy how much an adult can do. But adult envy children even more. As we grow older. Things changes. Your friends, your environment, your responsiblity, you everything will be different. People are not as innocent. There are true friendship when we are young. Because we make friends without motive. The feel is just there. But as you grow older, somethings friends ( More of aquaintance )make friend with you because of some motive. Only when you are benefcial to them, then they treat you as a friends. But when you need help, this kind of people treat you as stranger. True friends? Hard to find. You treat people good, people treat you like sucker. When you stop being good. People say you are bad. Selfish,Self Centered, unkind. You become the super bad man or woman after that. When you are young, eveybody around you is truthful. They like you means they like you. They don't like you they will say they dun like you. But as you grow older. When people like you, they act as if they dun. And when they dun, then act as if they do. They can smile and laugh with you but at the back, they stab you real hard. One stab to the heart.
Your enviornment will not be that simple. Every word you say may cause even cause you death. Everything you do makes a great impact on others. Not like when you are young, you say what you like. When you have some thoughts about something you cannot say out. Because when you say out, something might just happen to you. Everyday life is stressful. You have homeworks to finished. Project to complete. Deadline to meet. Tons of meeting to have. What is children doing ? Eat Sleep and Play. Maybe some learning but little. I can say what i want. I once said this :" Mummy, i want to get marry at 18 years old" Is that going to happen ? No. No money , no people want, no parents approval.
Whats a responsibility of a children? EAt, sleep and play ? I always have 1001 things to do in my notebook. I looked free. But i am not .I scarifice sleep for leisure. Sometimes this think is my own responsiblity. I cannot push it to others. Like let say pack my table ( years since i pack it tidily). I can't find any other body to help me pack right ? Anybody want to volunteer? No right. Cos its my own responsiblity to keep the table tidy. Not mentioning other heavier responsiblities. Whose going to feed me next time? Anyone ? No right. Its my own responsiblity again. To work and feed myself. Not only that. Have to feed my wife , my CHILDREN. See children get feed by adults. Where adults have to feed themselves.
Seriously i don't mind being the sucker. Being the guy who let everybody use. Well even if i dun like it, i have already been 18 years of sucker. But at least dun treat me like condom. Use already throw. Human do have feelings too. Even animals have feelings. You treat the dog good when it sees you again it will shake its tail to tell you how much he appreicates you. But human. Thank you also don't have. There was once this girl. Who borrowed something from me. The enviornment was cold. Is damm cold. Some that something could actually keep one warm ( go and guess what is it ) Then she suddenly snatch away from me. I shock seh. Then you know what she say ? She :" Ai yah you got a lot of heat, i think you don't need this" Borrow things no ask still use snatch one then still trying to insult me. Well fine. I am not that petty. I see she is a lady and she is quite skinny and freezing in the cold i let her have that thing. So i suffer whole night. Shivering my teeth whole night.
Next day, after she wake up. She put the thing just on the floor. Not folding it back , never zip up, or at least pass back to me. All she do is put it on the floor and walk away. No thank you, no smile , no eye contact , not even a hand sign. So i deserve to suffer?
Oh yes. Remeber that when we were young, we play prince and princess role play. Or at least hear fairy tales? Where the prince and the princess live happily every after? Oh yesh. Thats a fariy tale. In real life people is pratical and materialistic. They look at your look. Follow by your figure. If you dun have both, some go for your money. Who wants to marry brad pitt or Wang Li Hong ?Because they are handsome. Who want to marry bill gate? Because he is damm rich. Even if he die, you get 1% of his money ? You can spend you life in bungalow and live the rest of your life without working. Who will want to be with a normal looking guy with no figure with some pimple on his face and who spends more than what he earns. Hell none. Only the good looking and rich are will be living happily every after.
So if i would to choose, i will choose our life starts with 70 years old. At least the last few years our life, we live innocently and happily with no trouble.
DAte moive is cool. Watch. Its nice.For guys and the girls :)
*Winter*: RP student never sleeps in lecture. WoW.
posted at [10:17 AM]
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CAMp Aden
Just come back from Camp Aden. Quite a lousy planned camp. I think i can do better alot. And people have so many complains.
First day
Met up with our guys and then we were serperate into groups. Never introduce each other and then we put our things do ice breaking. Not very fun. Then we went chiong marchite. Still need one by one go bus stop seh. Then walk from marichite to ngee ann in 3hr 30min. Thats quite fast. Then after that finish le right. They dun want to let us rest. So they call us to play captain ball. We lost. Actually is on par de. But last few balls dunno why they keep scoring. Then they have this 200m and 100m sprint. Sianed. Don't even bother to run. After dinner me and qi yang go home liao. Cos i think will be damm boring. So find an excuse. Go home study for OB.
Second Day
OB was hard. ! Siao liao. Lol I think i never study hard enough. Don't memorizing things. No meaning de leh. Then i went back to the camp at 7.00pm for their Changing of Committee ceremony. NYAA. :S Making us as the spectator. Quite clever. This camp i see no cheering. Is like we slave. They call us do what we do what :s EAt Buffet then no food to eat also seh. Tsk Tsk... Cos vegetarian. they never packet for me :s Then after that nth liao. Talk talk talk. Talk with my room people. Then they sleep liao. Then talk to eugene ( my SL) Joel (ECE de ) Arron (look Like Ian) , Min Li ( BA de ) Fiona( BA de ) and Constant dunno from where. We talk until 2.30 then everybody KO Liao. I see everybody sleep then also sleep.
Day three
Kayaking. Woot... I come back because of this. So they say go for expedition. Then they need people with star de to help them be the boundary. Then i take behind. Me and Eugene. Then cross benjamin shares bridge then the MPA boat say we cannot go out to the sea. Sian sia. Then kayak along kallang river. Sian lor. Really is sian. The organizing committee dunno doing what. Call us raft up. then they go play themselevs. Throw us there :s Then they want do sea expedition right. One of the participant is 3 star plus instructor level 1 de. Then dun want to call him help. Treat him like slave. Then lunch time. Sun burnt liao le. Then at kallang sea sports club there eat. Morning eat bread so no eat till things anythings. So eat 2 packet. Then play telematch. We came in 2nd. Because me and eugene cannot coordinate seh :x Our backwards paddle got problem. Then wash the kayak then no change take bus go back school. Everybody smell damm nice. Take a deep breadth. WOot... Then reach school they dun let us bath seh. Just put things and carry on with scvanger hunt. They got things like FHM magazine, comdom. And the best thing is my group have them. :x SO we got 2nd again. So OTOT (Own Time Own Target). Every camp favourite section.
At the last night everybody will get together and play. Those who sleeps will kana. then was listening to kevin (BA) say his ns story. He talk damm funny seh. Every 1 sentence we will laugh one time. Then he say rest 5min. Everybody lie then sleep liao. I also lie on floor and fall asleep seh. OMg... Lol Then i wake up feel that something not right. How come my beck and stomach hot hot one. Then i see... Like frost cake like that. Then everybody was laughing. Then i was oh shit why did i fall asleep. I every 5min wake up once but then in the end cannot tahan. then use marker draw me seh :s Like medicated oil like that. Striaght away feel like shitting. Then they order mac also... $100 over the order. Party party. Then in the end a lot of people buai tahan also sleep. then i also go powder them. Got one hide in sleeping bag. i heck care. Just catch his leg and pour inside seh :x Make his whole bag smell like powder :x Then i went to grand stand since everybody is sleeping. Quite windy. then sleep there ...
Day 4
Just debriefing. Watch some video which is not nice. And then sharing section. Then Tok cock. Then everybody shoot us for pouring powder :x And drawing. Got one hand got all the vuglar. Cannot rub away de :x The kevin as usual. His one sentence make us laguh. Really enjoy talkin to him seh. Although he look like beng but he is not...
*Winter*: Cold wind blow my heart
posted at [7:09 AM]
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Half Done Skin
Half Done Skin. Nice ? :x Still got a bit improvement like adding snowflashes flashes , Music , links and tagboard. Will do it after i came back from camp aden. Tiring Leh .... :s 4am In the morning. :)
~Winter~: Autumn Drops it leaves to Welcome Winter
posted at [12:06 PM]
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