Saturday, October 06, 2007
My airport story.
Well Blogger, this time round I don't know who am I talking to . Maybe you are the one whom I can say everything to. Over this past few months, I have seen many things. Maybe because I am working in Airport.
I have an Airport story to tell. In airport is the place where you will see the happiness when families reunite, you will see love when the loved one meet each other. Also you will see despair when someone whom who is closest to your heart leave you for good. You will see people unwillingly part each other. Thats airport. It is fill with emotions. It has feeling.
I felt all the emotions that all the humans have encountered in the airport. I feel lost on the first day of work just like any other passenger. I seen many unfamiliar faces like how passenger seeing the airport for the first time.
I have enjoyed warmth just like when people met after a few years. That friendship and caring make me felt it.
I enjoyed the time spent there. It make me grow.
I felt important just like how the plane soar in to the sky
I feel young just like how the children will run about and felt amazed by everything.
I seen love just by communicating through a phone just like how people communicate to each other via that glass.
I also seen sadness just like when people have to part.
I have that heartbroken feeling just like giving up finding the person you had been looking for and that person is leaving you for good.
I have encounter : Happiness, Rage, Sadness, Laughter.
The details will remian on my memories and it will be part of my memories.
To the special her: Airport is also the place where I told her how I felt after 4 years. The 4 years of waiting, dreaming and giving- in have come to the end. Perhaps I am not the prince you are waiting for. Because I don't believe in fairy tales. There is no happily ever after. I don't believe in Cindrella story. I wanted to cry just like how you tell me to so that I will feel better. No, I will not. Althought the heart is really painful. Without crying or thinking there is a very painful feeling in my heart. Its like the heart broke into many pieces. I have finally taste it myself. Perhaps thats human emotion. Love does not means possession. I not need to be with you to love you. I will let you go because I love you. I will have you only because I like you. Thats the difference. I will let you go like how I let the previous her go. If you are happy I will be happy. At this very moment I can understand why people will do something which is harmful to the body like smoking or drinking or even sucide. I have the urge to run on the street endlessly, I have the urge to drink till I get drunk so that I will forget everything. Wo Ai Ni,Hao Ai Ni, Dui Bu Qi Xie Xie.
Crying without tears.
posted at [10:21 AM]
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