Thursday, November 30, 2006
To shanny and Ching Hui
The Bottom Line
Letting friends lean on you is the perfect way to prove your loyalty.
In Detail
Letting folks lean on you is one of the best ways to prove your loyalty as a friend. Today your urge to help others will lead you right to someone who really needs your assistance -- and you may be surprised by who it is. This person doesn't quite have a handle on what is going on in his or her life, and is just about at a breaking point. To you, this situation won't seem quite so dire, so you can be a calming influence by objectively explaining what's really going on.
This is my horoscope for the day and, yea its true. I certainly do believe in horoscope. Cos everytime it prove to be true. Yea... Today shanny parants had a big fight i guess and well he came to my hse and had supper together with CH. And CH ask me what to do. I can feel her panic and uncertainty. That kind of feeling for the person you love is like that. When the problem come in, you do not know how to solve the problem. When a third party, me , sit on the chair and calmly give solutions. Well... Thats the power of love. There is no differnece between a wise men and a stupid men when they are in love.
Rock on manz ...
posted at [9:48 AM]
Friend
Yesterday night, we sleeping, I had an nightmare. I dream till a scorpion bite me. And the scorpion before that bite one person. The effect is the skin will all dry out and then that part just drop off. And the worst thing, the snake was killed by the scorpion. My mother once say if you dream about snake, then something will happen.
Yea. And i recievec news that my big bro Theeba, who took care of our syndicate had pass away due to blood cancer. It feels quite sux when you cannot do anything. My blood type don't suit him don't say bone marrow. And his death wasn't short and sweet. He had to go through a few months of turmoil before he could leave this agony world. There is still a lot of things he haven't do. There still a lot of things he can fufill. He is defintely a man of honour and a man of justice and courage. S3 we had all seen how he works and i definetly was encouraged by him because during POC. He stand behind me and asking me to endure the POC. A police force personnel who orded and decided to join as CLT. This kind of person where to find?
For Theeba, my greatest respect for you , a salute to all you have done.
posted at [9:48 AM]
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Monday, November 20, 2006
Treat your mother and father good, don't let her be sad
Yea... Mother is very wei da. I know i something will make my mother angry, make her mad, quarrel with her. I know all this is wrong but which one of you agrees that your mother is not naggy. They just love all of us in the wrong way. So we learn from her mistake and then next time be a better parents all right ?
I dream of my mother pass away manx. TOUCH WOOD ... CHoy ... That dream is so real. The feeling is like my mother pass away then i can see everything clearly. Then for the first time manx. Out of so many years i cried. Cried in my dreams thats the best. When i wake up, i don't know why got tears sia. Then cry until very jia lat like that . Then still got i call one person to look after all my mother's belonging. This kind of dreams will not come de. Cos i can remember very clearly. My mother will live to the day where she can hug grandson and sell all her son and daughter marry happily...
Talk about mother , father also. Work so hard for the family... Althought he is a bit stubborn and sometimes make you very dulan cos he don't understand what is going on for you, but he also have a lot of credit. Imagine most of the things you have now is your father earn de. I think my father had really give the family a lot. 4 children 1 wife , 1 maid and so relative to help. Already is a lot le... I see him everytime so late come back i also upset. Everyday must work until so late. Althought is go out with friends but mostly is to entertain biz friends, supplier or client.
I should learn to be filial manz. And try to be a better kid...
posted at [4:21 AM]
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Friday, November 17, 2006
18 years
Have you ever think of how you became yourself today. I am always pondering over this question when i take a long bus journey back from school, althought is consider near from bukit timah to jurong. But still it took 40mins.
Actually we are actually growing day by day. Every day, we will see new things, learn new things or get used to things we know. So after 18 years, i am what i am today. That big size and multi- personality person. Why ? My current classmate say i am introvert. And i told my ex- classmate about it and they say i so extrovert how can i be an introvert. I don't know i give ppl so much different in personality. Everyday i see new things. Be it new clothings, learn new stuff , see new girls or draw closer to my friends that i have. some ppl i want to comment on.
Melvin and Eric. I know them when i am like 2nd day in ngee ann. Cos my class was playing bamintion and they were there too. And we sort of like played together. And yea me and justin tio tok cos we no teamwork at all. Lol. But well, the main point is. When i discover i lost my wallet, they immediately help me by lending money for lunch and treat me drinks. I rejected but they force me to accecpt. I ish quite shy but they just... Yeah. Although we are not that close just simling at each other and saying stupid things at each other, we know it was joking. But when trobules really came out, its friends who helped you...
And after that, yea i am 18... Every year fairy god mother will give me 3 wishes. I think :X so i use these 3 wishes up to my next birthday. I wished for 3 things at 12am sharp. And guess what are they ? And i not gonna tell you. Tell you le not ling le... None of the wishes is for me manz. The 7pm show give me the insitution man. I will fufill your 3 wishes master! Ha. I don't know i just wanna live happily everyday. But being 18 does not mean anything to me leh. It just like having the choice of doing bad things like smoking, clubbing . But well, its not my cup of coffee. I prefer to go bar, sit down chill tok cock with friends. Maybe go there cosy with girlfirend like that nia. And 18 years old does not means i will get a girlfriend. Now around my age the girls all quite despo, all looking for guys le.
I see all my ex classmate attached, I see all the girls getting more and more hiao. Haizz what to do, this is life cycle. If can i rather not live like that.
My brithday celebration was a simple one. I mean its nothing special about the day. Its just that the day you were born. Why must we have what big big parties? What is the idea of having party ? I still don't get it. So the day before went to eat with Lizhen and Xin Ying. They are actually quite sweet to buy a addidas watch and somemore black in colour de for me. Coolx. Maureen also got fork money. Sorry guys for letting your pocket got one big hole. Thanks. I love it and i am wearing it daily to wherener i go.
Bobbies celebrated at Holland V ... Simple meal, simple fares, simple birthday :) Shanny Ch and Spencer wanted to surprise me by coming my hse but, ha, someone pao tou them. And i knew they were coming already. Not really surprising but thanks butties. :) I know you all cares... Thats all folks. Japanese is fun by the wAY althought lizhen dun like it... :x
AnaLoG- God Of Laughter
posted at [7:45 AM]
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