Thursday, September 08, 2005
doubts
Yah Yah . I know i neve blog for a very long time. 4 days. Not very long. But every moment's a life time to me. Reason why i never blog? Because i was not very happy. Moodless... Okie sunday. Went to see some terrace at jalan bahar. My father is interested in buying one more terrace for our own stay. Finally he had awaken. HoPEfully i can have my own room. Then i when for a meeting to comfirm my function at 8th of oct...
Then monday i went for a test in school... pratical.. yAWn .. Its realli yawn .. Cos its very easy. Hopefully i dun make any mistake i hope ... Hopefully.... then saw angela. She cute her hair... Abit like qian er like that leh ... Long hair short hair also like that nice.. But qianer figure nicer and she cuter :x but i dun care ... No as if i am gonna to woo them. Just stating what i feel. Then she got bio me ... I saw :x hahaha :x then i call min yi wanna ask her want to go movie a not. Cos actually we said monday de... Then i take 99 that time call her she no pick up.. feeling so fucked... Then wanted to call shannon out.. but shannon got school... Grrr... Then in the end solo take 99 go nanyang one round... then reach my house liao get down.. Saw andy and her girlfriend. Not kai li .. Haizz ... That ass ... Odd to be punished.. ya ya .. A lot of people fall for him. Even girls who is older... Becasue ? he is handsome of cos... in this soceity if you are good looking, you got all the good points... if you are ugly... Then people will despiste you. Will call you go away... Even if you say looks doesn't matter to them... I would say its bullshit. Because even me is like that. Who dun want a good looking and good charater partner. Even if you say you dun mind how the peron look, but in your heart you still think that if that person can be handsome or pretty, then that will be better...PEOPLE are normally attracted by first impression. First impression is normally by looks. Follow by action. then after that then they slowly judge a person charater. But those not good look ones. Once other people see them, they will have this mind set... "he not good looking, so i dun wanna be friend with him" Only when something happen then will realize that person good points. So :s
tHEN tuesday. Nth to do. Really nth to do. No one jio me out. No anything. Waiting to go joggin with min yi. she like want to jog in the evening. Say will sms me .. But i have guess she sure find excuses de lar... so in then no go. My family went bintang. Left me solo at home :s very fuck... But lucky got suyu talk to me in msn... if not i will be singing lonely... I am mr lonley alone :s ... Su yu is a girl i would say. Anybody want her ? i think a lot of people want her... Cos she good ... But too bad i her xiao lao gong :x Anybody want to be her da de ? hahaha...
Wednesaday ... Super unlucky. WAke up at 1 plus pm. wah ... Super late lar .. Then 3 o clock get ready to go gym le ... They quite a lot of people go ... Then saw jin jie go ... A bit shock. Cos never see him go gym de... Hahaha ... Then he carry the weight very funny de leh ... hahaha ... Then the crucial and fatal part come in ... Because i dun want to swim and seng call me go watch movie... So i left early... SO i tried to call him. hE DID NOT PICK UP.. i call again ... again he never pick up... Then i forget ... So i put my handphone, back into the bag... i remeebr clearly ... and the countiue walking... Buy drinks already. when i wanted to use the phone to call wenliang that time ... Then i cannot find the phone. Then i was thinking... Oh shi where is it ... Then i started finding... i Tried to find but cannot find .. Grrr Then i called ... My own phone ... WAh ... the person cancel ... Keep cancelling .. Then got one time they pick up... then i hear who is it ... Then they keep quite never pick up ... What the hell ... its malay essecnce ... Then i keep calling ... they keep cancelling lor ... then the shopt uncle call me go make a police report... then i called 999 ... then they call me go to the nearest police center ... They might be able to find ... So i lodge a loss of property ... Then the police eating :s call me wait ... Then ... i lodge le ... Give me one paper ... then when i go home i quickly call singtell to prevent people to use my line any how call ... Later call the who who i die le ... Haizz ... damm suay lar ...
Then that night i not very happy ... Then i jioed shannon and spencer out for supper... Then we eat at coffee united ... Eat shen mian ... Everybody eat... Then tok cock ... Talk a lot of things. .. then shannon girl friend called ming yi :X opps ... Shannon never say cannot say :P hahaha just so conisidence ... hahaa ... his is Ming Yi hor ... different ... Okie yah any way ... haizz ... Suay lor ... I find handphone return to owner ... See money on the floor also never go pickup ... In the end people like that treat me ... It never pay good to be kind... so maybe next time i should be bad ... Vuglar words a lot ... Gamble lar ... Bad tempered ... Drink lar ... Chiong lar ... Hit girls lar ... Go find prositute lar ... flirt with girls lar ... steal money lar ... vandalized lar ... sell drugs lar ... Smoke lar :s Guys not bad ... Girls dun like ... wth ... What had the world become ... good also a mistake
AnaLoG: I am still single and avaliable ... Willing to be that board should care bears... Come to me ... Who will be my care bear then ?
posted at [11:24 AM]
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