Adults
When you are young kids, you will always dream of how you want your adult life to be. And how much you wish to grow up to be an adult. Yes being and adult is good. Because you can do a lot of things. You can go clubbing. You can smoke. You can drink. You can have sex. You can find a girlfriend. You can find a wife. You can do a lot of things you want to.
Kids do envy how much an adult can do. But adult envy children even more. As we grow older. Things changes. Your friends, your environment, your responsiblity, you everything will be different. People are not as innocent. There are true friendship when we are young. Because we make friends without motive. The feel is just there. But as you grow older, somethings friends ( More of aquaintance )make friend with you because of some motive. Only when you are benefcial to them, then they treat you as a friends. But when you need help, this kind of people treat you as stranger. True friends? Hard to find. You treat people good, people treat you like sucker. When you stop being good. People say you are bad. Selfish,Self Centered, unkind. You become the super bad man or woman after that. When you are young, eveybody around you is truthful. They like you means they like you. They don't like you they will say they dun like you. But as you grow older. When people like you, they act as if they dun. And when they dun, then act as if they do. They can smile and laugh with you but at the back, they stab you real hard. One stab to the heart.
Your enviornment will not be that simple. Every word you say may cause even cause you death. Everything you do makes a great impact on others. Not like when you are young, you say what you like. When you have some thoughts about something you cannot say out. Because when you say out, something might just happen to you. Everyday life is stressful. You have homeworks to finished. Project to complete. Deadline to meet. Tons of meeting to have. What is children doing ? Eat Sleep and Play. Maybe some learning but little. I can say what i want. I once said this :" Mummy, i want to get marry at 18 years old" Is that going to happen ? No. No money , no people want, no parents approval.
Whats a responsibility of a children? EAt, sleep and play ? I always have 1001 things to do in my notebook. I looked free. But i am not .I scarifice sleep for leisure. Sometimes this think is my own responsiblity. I cannot push it to others. Like let say pack my table ( years since i pack it tidily). I can't find any other body to help me pack right ? Anybody want to volunteer? No right. Cos its my own responsiblity to keep the table tidy. Not mentioning other heavier responsiblities. Whose going to feed me next time? Anyone ? No right. Its my own responsiblity again. To work and feed myself. Not only that. Have to feed my wife , my CHILDREN. See children get feed by adults. Where adults have to feed themselves.
Seriously i don't mind being the sucker. Being the guy who let everybody use. Well even if i dun like it, i have already been 18 years of sucker. But at least dun treat me like condom. Use already throw. Human do have feelings too. Even animals have feelings. You treat the dog good when it sees you again it will shake its tail to tell you how much he appreicates you. But human. Thank you also don't have. There was once this girl. Who borrowed something from me. The enviornment was cold. Is damm cold. Some that something could actually keep one warm ( go and guess what is it ) Then she suddenly snatch away from me. I shock seh. Then you know what she say ? She :" Ai yah you got a lot of heat, i think you don't need this" Borrow things no ask still use snatch one then still trying to insult me. Well fine. I am not that petty. I see she is a lady and she is quite skinny and freezing in the cold i let her have that thing. So i suffer whole night. Shivering my teeth whole night.
Next day, after she wake up. She put the thing just on the floor. Not folding it back , never zip up, or at least pass back to me. All she do is put it on the floor and walk away. No thank you, no smile , no eye contact , not even a hand sign. So i deserve to suffer?
Oh yes. Remeber that when we were young, we play prince and princess role play. Or at least hear fairy tales? Where the prince and the princess live happily every after? Oh yesh. Thats a fariy tale. In real life people is pratical and materialistic. They look at your look. Follow by your figure. If you dun have both, some go for your money. Who wants to marry brad pitt or Wang Li Hong ?Because they are handsome. Who want to marry bill gate? Because he is damm rich. Even if he die, you get 1% of his money ? You can spend you life in bungalow and live the rest of your life without working. Who will want to be with a normal looking guy with no figure with some pimple on his face and who spends more than what he earns. Hell none. Only the good looking and rich are will be living happily every after.
So if i would to choose, i will choose our life starts with 70 years old. At least the last few years our life, we live innocently and happily with no trouble.
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posted at [10:17 AM]
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