Cherish
Have you eve thought of someone close to you will suddenly leave you one day? What will your reaction be? How your life will change? Will you cry all day and all night? Will you still be able to carry on living?
I just think that, wah so fast year 1 finish when i like never do anything big in ngee ann yet. Then as the time passes fast, your parents also ages. Have you ever think your father or mother or worst both leave the world? I don't even dare to think what will happen to me lar. I am so used to my mum care. If she dun nag one day i will feel uneasy but if she does nag i will be annoyed. :s No one will cook nice food for me. Although her cooking is simple but at least got the extra ingredient added call love. No want to dee siao me early in the morning.
What about my father? No one to turn to in terms of monetary terms. No one to repair hse things when spoil. No one to bug for money (my turn to tio bug) No one to open door for me when i go home late. No one to drive me to work and home and elsewhere. No one to sponsor me overseas trip. No one to argue with :X Lets face the reality. They will one day go. But have you ever care? What most people care is the presents
They care about what they dun have but never cherish what they have. Thats human. Unlimited amount of wants and needs. They only look in front. But they never turn their head back and see whose actually right beside them. Its their parents. They owe what they are today to their parents. Be it good or bad. What other charitable things can be compared to just being filial to your parents?
What about other love one like Spouse, Girlfriend/boyfriend , silbings or friends? I don't have a girlfriend so i don't know. Its too early to say. People always say if you die , i will die with you. Its actually fake. How many people will actually die together. Human are afraid of death.
Siblings. oh man. If my siblings ever leave before me i will definetly blame myself for not treating them good. When she was young i always fight with her. Because thats the only person i can fight with. Now when she is older le. I 1 day dunno got talk to her for 10 sentence a not. My 1st younger brother. Always call him do things for me. Never like help him do things. Everything he do in my eyes is wrong. I just scolded him just now for calling too long on the phone. my 2nd young brother. i treat him not bad le. Like my own son like that. He always dun know how to do his homework then will come find me. Then always like to play on my bed not his own. Don't know why. Then he always will come and play with me. Make me feel as if i am a young kid again. If any one of them leave i will really be down like for a few years.
Friends? Friends i dun want to ask myself. I feel like asking others. What if i am gone? Will it affect them? I don't know man. I don't think will. like maybe come my funeral cry a bit, dunno they will come a not. Then after that nth happen liao. Will anybody still be the one to vent anger on. Will there still be anyone to replace my concern. Will anybody still let people come my hse to stay overnight when they kana chase out of the hse. Will anybody be an sucker just to buy people meals. Will anybody go hungry for a few days just to lend their friends money so that they dun go hungry. Will anybody entertain you when you are bored. At least just talk crap. Think. Wondering.
*Winter* : Cherish is the beauty of heavenly thoughts
posted at [8:40 AM]
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