Sunday, September 03, 2006
A Story of A Crown Prince
A Beggar can never be a prince. Even if one day the beggar become the prince, he can never be a real prince.
So what does a prince look like. How does a prince feel like? Have you ever wonder if Singapore is a country where king rules the country. How is it like?
Just some reflection after my royal ethics classes.
This few weeks i have been busy. When i say busy is real damm busy. National Camp. Yah. Its sucky ah. All the people backstab here backstab there. Then DC :S like that. Then some CLT also like that. Then the other uniform group also like that :s.
Other people were having fun. The appreciation lunch is to appreciate who? The VIP ? The parents? Then who appreciate us. Chairman thank you speech also never even mention us. We work so hard for who? For the national camper? Whom treat us like sucker. For the NCC? Who don't even care about our exsistence. For our beloved DC? Who only care about himself first. For ourselves? When no one even reconigzed us.
My duty is to led people board the bus. Incharge of the movement of the bus. Then actually was given an office. That office the NSF put their thing. Put Put put put until they think that the place is theirs already. I want to go in they also ask me why i go in for. Even i want to just sit down and enjoy a bit of the campfire also being called to do carpark duty. Will anyone care about us. Because we are nobody.
CLT is what. Still cadet what. Any SAF private one finger press you also flat on the ground. Then cadet dun even give a god damm fuk about you. Teachers will think that our job is to clear their shit for them. I don't feel great lar.
Was so hoping that school end as soon as possible. But now it had ended with lousy exam done, i feel like shit also. Not knowing what to do. Study for exam or exam for study? Now we are like studying for exam. What teacher teach you is not what you have to know regarding your course. Is what you have to know for exam. Not important one they won't touch at all. Its like why do we buy the textbook with 800 over pages when we use like 50 pages only? I still prefer the olden days where exam is for study. You will study everything that will teach you on moral and ethics. Now? Our people are not behaving like how they should believe. Watching the young and promising teenager smoking their life away. I have start to feel tired living. There isn't anything worth celebrating about.
There is one prophecy that says that everything is this universal is a cycle. Who you see happening now, you will see it 2500 years later. And this got to say that at the year 2500 AD will be the destruction of the modern human kind and everything will start new. And if after 2500 years later. I will choose to meet you and to fall in love with you. Even how pain it would be.
posted at [2:36 AM]
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