Friday, November 17, 2006
18 years
Have you ever think of how you became yourself today. I am always pondering over this question when i take a long bus journey back from school, althought is consider near from bukit timah to jurong. But still it took 40mins.
Actually we are actually growing day by day. Every day, we will see new things, learn new things or get used to things we know. So after 18 years, i am what i am today. That big size and multi- personality person. Why ? My current classmate say i am introvert. And i told my ex- classmate about it and they say i so extrovert how can i be an introvert. I don't know i give ppl so much different in personality. Everyday i see new things. Be it new clothings, learn new stuff , see new girls or draw closer to my friends that i have. some ppl i want to comment on.
Melvin and Eric. I know them when i am like 2nd day in ngee ann. Cos my class was playing bamintion and they were there too. And we sort of like played together. And yea me and justin tio tok cos we no teamwork at all. Lol. But well, the main point is. When i discover i lost my wallet, they immediately help me by lending money for lunch and treat me drinks. I rejected but they force me to accecpt. I ish quite shy but they just... Yeah. Although we are not that close just simling at each other and saying stupid things at each other, we know it was joking. But when trobules really came out, its friends who helped you...
And after that, yea i am 18... Every year fairy god mother will give me 3 wishes. I think :X so i use these 3 wishes up to my next birthday. I wished for 3 things at 12am sharp. And guess what are they ? And i not gonna tell you. Tell you le not ling le... None of the wishes is for me manz. The 7pm show give me the insitution man. I will fufill your 3 wishes master! Ha. I don't know i just wanna live happily everyday. But being 18 does not mean anything to me leh. It just like having the choice of doing bad things like smoking, clubbing . But well, its not my cup of coffee. I prefer to go bar, sit down chill tok cock with friends. Maybe go there cosy with girlfirend like that nia. And 18 years old does not means i will get a girlfriend. Now around my age the girls all quite despo, all looking for guys le.
I see all my ex classmate attached, I see all the girls getting more and more hiao. Haizz what to do, this is life cycle. If can i rather not live like that.
My brithday celebration was a simple one. I mean its nothing special about the day. Its just that the day you were born. Why must we have what big big parties? What is the idea of having party ? I still don't get it. So the day before went to eat with Lizhen and Xin Ying. They are actually quite sweet to buy a addidas watch and somemore black in colour de for me. Coolx. Maureen also got fork money. Sorry guys for letting your pocket got one big hole. Thanks. I love it and i am wearing it daily to wherener i go.
Bobbies celebrated at Holland V ... Simple meal, simple fares, simple birthday :) Shanny Ch and Spencer wanted to surprise me by coming my hse but, ha, someone pao tou them. And i knew they were coming already. Not really surprising but thanks butties. :) I know you all cares... Thats all folks. Japanese is fun by the wAY althought lizhen dun like it... :x
AnaLoG- God Of Laughter
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