Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Goodbye my friend
Its always like that. People don't treasure what they have until when they lose it they they start to regret. Me too. Sometimes i am like that too. What to do. I am human too. Now i see people what put rose, in front, i see people say sad for him all thats. Well. I never do it at all. I find it kinda impratical.
More pratical way is to visit him when he is down. Go for blood test all the stuff. Not when he leave then all say sad for him. My blood type and his don't match don't say bone marrow.
Went for his wake last friday. Was seeing some CLTS friend. Quite glad to see them. Especially my sydndicate people. And some not my syndicate de or not even from our intake also came down. LTA fiduas was here. Hmm... I don't know. A lot of people shed tears . I did not. Just that my heart was down. His family members was crying. And his sister cry until faint. Can see how sad are they. I saw him after clt course at CCK went i was going to eat thai express there. He is looking fine but after a few months nia. When i see him at the coffin. Suddenly memories just flash back . And i can see from his face that he is not resting peacfully. Because there is still some things he never do. He is so young so young. Yea just about it.
Project kinda sux. Especially with project teammates like that. Well. I just understand one human theory. You really have to treat today like there is no tml. Then you will live with no regrets. Like what i have yesterday. Happy moments. Can suddenly become memories. Very motivated and going towards my goals, suddenly everytime seems blur.
Spend kinda quite alotx recently on some wu eh bu eu stuff. Like remake ezlink all that. :s But well what to do. Who tell singapore some idoit who pick up wallet and don't return.
posted at [8:25 AM]
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