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Hmm... Today went down to HQ NCC with 3 intention in mind. In the end I only complete 1 of them. That is to collect photograph, look through the pass GSK paper, and attend NP NCC meeting with DC. But i only collected photograph. But at least this time round when I go down to HQ is a fruitful one.
I saw Syahir there and of cos Wen Ting. Then another person join the league because he jusstarted work in HQ today. Yong Ling from 47th intake. So the 4 of us went for lunch together. Our lunch is 1hr 15min when i only eat sandwhich. We can eat until 1hr 15min manz. But before that we actually have chit chat session. We talk about why NCC is going down. Seriously is because NCC is a non- profit organization. So no one would actually care about how is it going. They just want to finish their task as the simplest and fastest way. Thats how the top people are working. So those in the lower level is as follows. They can talk only but no one is actually excuting all the things. What about CLTs? They are getting more and more like a Childcare teacher. Long Hair, Dye Hair, Vugarities, getting very close with cadets, teaching all the wrong thing, tackle female cadets, being childish and quarrel in front of cadets. etc etc.
Is the way CLTs carry themselves. CLTs from the pass are deem as professional and because of that I am actually inspired by them. I should say me and chee meng and clement are the one who is in the middle. What do i mean by that. Before NCC transit, corperal punishment is pratice everynow and then. Cadets do not dare to talk back to CLTs. After the transition, is where corperal punishment is not pratice and cadets don't even greet CLTs when they see us. Is their up bringing. I mean greeting is not a must but is a form of courtesy. You see you good friend you also greet them hi right.
CLTs are really the key to whehter how a cadet will behave. If their upbring in Part A and B is slack. When they reach part C , when they take over they will also be slack. As a result everything become slack. I actually wanted to fail those who cannot make it as a CLT and ask them to go home. Althought they are not good, they are very enthu. But those who are good is not as enthu. So in the end i didn't do that. Hopefully this batch of 53rd will not prove me wrong.
But problem still come back when the new generation take over, everything will collapse. I seriously cannot see what HQ NCC will be like by the time i enter NS which will be next year. Is like there are a lot of people out there wish to do something about it. But they don't have the power, the strength to do it. The 4 of us say actually we feel like enforcing and focus but we don't have the power because CLT is only a small fry. And beside that even if we want to enforce other CLTs will just follow the way they are being bring up.
Anybody understand ? Don't understand nvm because you dun have the same feeling as I have
Anyway while they was saying, woei luen be spec course OIC. Then I ponder. Then i decline. Becuase thinking of who are the instructors who is coming, i shake head. I don't mind being Spec course OIC if i got good people to work with. Because there is something I can do to have impact in NCC. I believe I can. Then I keep asking myself should i volunteer myself. Should I. I ask Kai Li whehter should I. She call me to go for it. This girl just make my mind rooted. Well I should not decline if I am being ask again and if there is really no one whom i think is better than me.
AnaLoG: Some people actually treat you kindness for granted and add sacarism to your kind advise. Well who cares.
posted at [8:43 AM]
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