Personality test
Well, recently I just play with the new personaility test in a supermarket dairy fridge. The test goes like this: If you can choose any drinks in here free, what will you take.
It doesn't matter what you choose, it matters how you choose it. For me I can't settle down on what drinks i want. I can drink all drinks. This applies to how you cope in relationship in real life too. I cannot' settle down on what I want. All seems good to me and all seems nice to drink like the drinks. The packaging may not be nice, but it taste good or the packaging is nice and taste good but not as healthy or beneficial to human. Its the same thing. I don't know who I want. In my life there are many girls which come across me. They are good and I think our charater match but somehow I just ponder around and explore around. That explain why am i not attach now.
Everytime my grandma come to Singapore, she will ask whether i have girlfriend a not. Everytime my mind will skip a bit. And answer: don't have. No people wants me. But this time round she make it worst by adding this. How come don't have, your cousin also have already. So poor thing. Well maybe no one wants me really.
I just don't know what i want. Everything seems good. When I finally decide on what i want its already too late. Is either the person is attached or the person don't like me. So the more this kind of things happen, the more I scared to get in love. Well Love is beautiful and I know. Is not that I have high standard or what. But those girls who attract me and make me keep thinking of them are always high in demand.
Now I know what and who I want. But so how ? First we are of different class. Second, she got many suitable. 3rd she is friendly to all, 4th she has someone whom she like. I don't like this kind of feeling. It like you finally choose a drink and when you are about to drink it, the drink spilled over on the floor.
Everday, everynight I am missing you. I will treasure it. I will bring it wherever I go. Well adult relationship and teenage relationship is so different. For teenage relationship, you will dream of dating with your dream girl or dream guy. But for adults, what really matter is whether you all have common interest and whether when you all are married, you all will have the happiness a not.
You boyfriend or girlfriend will be someone ordinary. It isn't the prettiest girl on the world, but to you they are the prettiest. Realationship in the adult stage is also very materialistic. When girl gauge a guy, they will judge whether is he able to support the family a not. Is the guy able to provide her with the sense of security.
Well afterall its just complicated. Tell me what to do. Show me whats my future and don't torture me with guessing game. I have weak heart, I cannot play this kind of game. What I need is companion, what i need is mental support, what i need is just someone to talk to. What I need is someone whom can share my joy and woes with me. I no need a very pretty girl. I no need a very gentle and elgance lady. All I ask for is the chemistry. Althought my dream girl have to be someone who is gentle or elegance, but all these is not important at all. Love is blind.
I will treasure it like a treausure.
posted at [10:08 AM]
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